Predicting How I Might Die

Not that I'm planning for this to happen, but based on how I tend to deal with people and things, and how my mind has always been really negative, and just how my overall life has always been...I predict that I might commit suicide.

Don't know enough to make assumptions

So lately I've realized that most of my posts have been about dealing with the realization that not everyone is "good" through an adventist perspective. i guess it has STILL been a lot to take in being friends with people who do things that you see as sinful. but at the same time i've realized that all my silent condemnations have made me what i swore i would never become: a conservative christian .

today i learned that to make assumptions about people who do things that you have not had any experience in...is actually pretty foolish. its like being someone who has never eaten anything sugary...and pointing fingers at someone else who eats sugary things and claiming he/she is (or will be) diabetic.

i confess i made a mistake. but at the same time i will also say this: your environment a lot of times makes you who you are...you tend to turn into the people you hang out with (props to elissa imai). and so while it is not right to judge...(especially with something you do not know a lot about...or you've only learned about through one perspective) it is still not smart to overdose yourself with something that can later influence you to be part of it.

mmkay thas it...








man i need a shower